Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Time For Being Real

Isn't there that always inevitable moment in any good relationship when being real takes over the sense of protective thought? That split second thought when you don't care about what the breaking fall is going to feel like in the morning that right at that moment you must take that leap? What I ponder more, is why is this always proceeded by a large consumption of delightful alcoholic beverages?

Archived a conversation between two people who just at that moment where throwing their cards on the table and seeing how the house falls, not able to understand the full complexity of how the cards are stacked. But we typed and hit enter. No holding back, no delete key.

Just hit enter.

Now there are sewn patches, trying to mend and hold together what has become the fabric we are made of. Nothing can be unsaid, and neither person wanting to take it back. It was real, it was a reaction to what was going on inside. The inner part of what makes us really "us".

So I have to evaluate, was it said in momentum of forward movement, or has it done the two step back and one forward dance? What now? What can be made of such an exchange of pain and love? Can time show the answer to what is to come of it all, or has that time past and now we must deal with it?

Just hit enter.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Things I Wonder

I stare at you and wonder if you get it? Do you understand how beautiful you are, or how your smile can light up a room? Has anyone ever told you that you are the reason for them? Or that you are going to make the world a better place to live? Just once, did you think that you are the creation of perfection, yes, flaws in all? Do you believe in you? Do you love you the way you need to be loved? Do you think about dreams and know that you can accomplish them? Do you know that someone believes in your dreams? Do you know that when poems are writen about someone wonderful, you are the first person that comes to mind?

Do you?

Do you really?

If I Could Have One Wish

My words create kind words in you
The way you told me you liked my writing
Or that I should maybe publish it
Warms my soul

Kind words can heal old wounds
Start new friendships
Renew lost love
Spark new flames

If just the world would once
Just say something kind
And nothing mean
Our children would truly understand


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Things I Need To Say

I cannot express how much love
I have for that inner circle of
People in my life
For it is them
That make me whole

I love you!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Feeling Sick

I want it so badly
For all the pieces to fall together
And meld in harmony

But life is not that easy
And nothing comes as a gift
It is a challange

Why must my world be off
Unbalanced at one side
When all I want is zen

Getting to that place
More than anything else
Is what I want

That is my dream.